Indie Love

How much we sell of it, completely irrelevant
This is for the love and the battle of the elements

~Luv What We Do, The CounterParts Crew

All my life, I’ve gravitated towards artists–musicians, photographers, writers, you name it. For me, the biggest draw, turn on, has always been creativity. Creators. People who create. The act of creation is a powerful thing, and I’ve always found it most unfortunate how underappreciated true creativity is in our society. Artists put so much of their heart and soul into their craft. Expressing, unearthing, uplifting. They are committed to living fully and passionately, and inspiring others to do the same. We often struggle, and we often starve, but we are the dreamers and creators and the world needs us!

Well, as most of my art folk can attest, it doesn’t necessarily pay to live outside the box. Along with being underappreciated, we are often undercompensated. But any true artist will also attest that, we don’t do this for the money. We do this because we have to. We were given a gift that was meant to be shared, and I give the utmost props to folks out there doin’ the damn thing.

As I said before, my life is littered with artists, and over time I’ve collected quite a crew, a community if you will. Since I’m a firm believer in Artists Supporting Other Artists, I want to take this opportunity to show some Indie Love to those I know, love, and admire who are doing their damndest to live the dream πŸ™‚ I appreciate all you do and all you are.

To support my old skool slug homies Tino and Braelen, I recently downloaded the debut CD from their group The CounterParts Crew. If you love hip-hop, especially stuff coming out of the Cali, you MUST pick-up this CD!!! It is EXCELLENT. I mean, really, really excellent. Intelligent, honest, and powerful stuff. Their song “Luv What We Do” has become the unofficial TPC theme song-they captured the essence of the hustle perfectly

The Crew also does their part to give back, and one of their songs is on a compilation “Got Kidney” (Available on Bandcamp) in support of Organ Donor Awareness. That’s what I’m talking about–making the world a better place, one song at a time πŸ™‚

Speaking of making the world a better place, that brings me to my dear friend Hyim. I’ve been a fan since his humble beginnings waaaaay back in the day, and have watched him evolve to a truly accomplished musician, songwriter, producer, and composer.

Hyim’s music is all about positivity, consciousness, and spiritual upliftment. A remarkable songrwiter, Hyim’s style “swings between sunny mento rhythms, spiraling Cuban son, urgent hip-hop manifestos, and pensive balladry.” Hyim is on his third (!) album now, and his latest release, “Sex in the Morning” is just as hot and provocative as the title implies. (Check out the video for his song “Elation” for a sample). It’s definitely my “driving up the coast with the wind in my hair” CD. I always find his live shows immensely enjoyable, and I’ve been to a grip of them! πŸ™‚

I also have to give a shout-out to Mr. Free, another dope, dope artist that is pumping lots of positivity back into the world. Mr. Free is now on his second release, “Writes of Passage” which is also available on ITunes. I own both his CD and I love them–once again, it’s nice to see conscious hip hop making a comeback πŸ™‚

(All of them are on facebook, so if you are too, check’em out and become a fan CounterParts Crew, Hyim, Mr. Free )

Last but not least, I gotta shout out my brother from another mother, DC. Immensely talented, with music in his blood, his star is on the rise. Definitely check out “Feelin’ Lovely” on his myspace page. (that’s my jam!) DC’s fittin’ to put FC on the map, don’t sleep!!!

Next time you’re in the market for some new music, consider showin’ some Indie Love. πŸ™‚ There is a ton of great stuff out there that isn’t necessarily being played on the radio or MTV (though it should be!) One Love Fam!

The Self-Publishing Symposium

As I mentioned in my previous post, I recently started my own publishing company (with partners James Lewis and Omar Luqmann-Harris, The Pantheon Collective (TPC). Our company is new, and we are totally making this up as we go along (lol), so we take every opportunity we can to learn more about this business, and the most efficient ways to navigate through it. Our first opportunity was at the Self-Publishing Symposium in New York.

First off, I LOVE New York. I could never live there, but I love visiting. The energy there is so different than my lazy coastal town of Santa Cruz. NYC is so alive. A very, very special place. A place that is totally conducive to hustling πŸ™‚

The last time I was in NYC, was also for a book-related networking function (BEA in 2007), and like last time, my trip to NYC was a blast. A whirlwind, but a blast. We landed Saturday afternoon, and had dinner with James’ former agent, a very powerful and well-connected woman in the publishing industry, who I shall refer to as the Diva Agent. James did a great job describing dinner here, but needless to say, we had a great time. Over drinks and some seriously delicious food, we talked about the state of the industry, our respective creative projects, and got our bond on. So much fun. Totally worth the hangover I had the next day, lol.

Sunday was a full day of networking and information-gathering at the Self-Publishing Symposium, an annual event hosted by Renee Daniel Flagler of Aspicomm Media. I’ve attended several conferences since I began my Journey to the Published Land, but in five years, this was by far the best use of my time and money. By far. Renee assembled a collection of publishing experts and self-published authors, who shared all kinds of useful information about marketing, promotion, branding, the business of publishing, the state of the industry, and the e-book revolution. I learned so much, and am so steeped in gratitude for everyone who took the time to share their knowledge and experiences with us. TPC came out of the day with a bag full of ideas, leads, and contacts. Not only can we do this, but we are well on our way and doing all the right things! So validating, so timely, so inspirational. I never take moments of affirmation like this for granted. Knowing you’re on the right path can reenergize a person in unimaginable ways.

We capped off the day with our Third Power Summit, where we plotted the next few months worth of action items for TPC. If you’re not already following our journey at the TPC website, I recommend doing so. We’re blogging in real-time about this whole crazy process, and so far its been quite a ride.

Well, our successful weekend generated a to-do list about a mile long, so I better get to it. This ‘starting your own business’ thing is no joke, but I don’t regret for a second that I set off on this path. It’s hard, nonstop grindin’, but I just know that we are sowing the seeds of something great. Can’t wait to taste the fruit πŸ™‚

The Launch of The Pantheon Collective (TPC)

Well, I’ve certainly started 2010 off with a bang. On Monday, my business partners and I went LIVE with a venture we’ve been plotting, planning, and nurturing for the past three months — the launch of our publishing company The Pantheon Collective.


As most of you know, I’ve been trying for years to get my book published. But the reality is, taking the traditional route takes a looong time. Too long. It also requires a lot of compromise, and sometimes you have to surrender complete creative control. At the end of the day, I always knew it would be difficult giving up ownership of my creation. After all, my novels are like children. After giving them life, how could I just turn them over to some stranger, and trust they’d be raised right?

To be honest, I’d dreamed of starting my own publishing company from day one. I’m a natural-born control freak, and was born to be the boss. James actually calls me Boss Lady, lol. I’m much more comfortable at the top of the food chain. But when I imagined doing this, I always figured I’d be doing it solo. The quintessential independent woman, that’s just my way. The surprising thing for me is not that I did it, but that I’ve stumbled into the most synergistic of partnerships to make it all happen.

My partners in The Pantheon Collective are James Lewis and Omar Luqmaan-Harris, kindred souls, and quite frankly, two of my favorite people on the planet. Because of the mutual admiration society we’ve got going on, everything we doing takes on a whole other dimension of enjoyment… They always say that things are better when you get to share them with someone. This is no different. TPC is the most special of any endeavor I’ve undertaken, and I feel blessed to have these boys to roll down the road with.

Anyhoo, we launched on Monday, February 8th. Our goal is to publish James’ book SELLOUT in July 2010, and my debut novel, WHEN LOVE ISN’T ENOUGH in the fall. We’re aiming to drop a book every three months, and between the three of us, we’ve got six novels ready to go. That should get us well into 2011. From there, who knows? Sky’s the limit, really. πŸ™‚

So that’s the latest update on my writing life. We’re technically still in the process of starting our company, and have decided to blog about the whole ad(venture) on theTPC website, in real time. If you have a few spare moments in your day, check us out πŸ™‚

Move Your Money!

You’ve probably noticed that our economy has been in a tailspin for quite some time. While folks continue to throw blame around and argue about whose fault it is, I’ve been trying to find ways to do my part to reverse this trend of economic instability, environmental degradation, and spiritual malnourishment. I believe we DO have power as individuals to enact change, and that the small gestures of many can make a big difference. Just ask Obama. Or Haiti. πŸ™‚

Anyhoo, there’s a movement sweeping the nation right now called Move Your Money, which I think is freaking genius.

Part of the reason our economy is constantly on the brink of collapse is because we have all our proverbial eggs in one basket. In too many sectors, the power/wealth/resources are in the hands of few, and those few are not making decisions that are in the best interests of the greater community. One example of this problem is the bloated banking industry. Arianna Huffington and Rob Johnson co-authored a fabulous piece examining all the different ways big banks contributing to the economic collapse:

Move Your Money: A New Year’s Resolution

Bill Maher also wrote some pretty hilarious commentary on the subject – Stop the Abuse: It’s Time to Break Up With Your Big Bank
I won’t be able to take part in this movement, because my money has been in my local credit union since 1994, so it doesn’t need to moved. But I love the idea of it, and can do my part to spread the word. I think that people should be thinking about ways they can reinvest in their communities (like shopping local whenever possible or boycotting Walmart). We can’t rely on the government to fix this, or the banking industry to regulate itself. We need to be a little more proactive, a little more creative. I really think the “Move Your Money” folks might be on to something…

Giving in the Information Age

I’ve always been skeptical of the rapid proliferation of technology. I’m the girl who still has cassette tapes and actually listens to them. The girl who still tapes her Soaps on VHS and fast forwards through commercials (just like in the good ole days when MTV actually played music videos). The girl who actively resisted getting a cell phone for YEARS, because I just had no desire to be that accessible. I used to think it was insane that people kept the only copy of all the important phone numbers in their lives on a PHONE. Until I became one of them. That’s where my suspicion of all things tech begins–it breeds a dependency on things that I feel is totally unnatural. And irrational. And expensive. Don’t even get me started on this hyper-upgrade culture we’ve devolved into, where we are convinced to buy this overpriced-but-essential piece of of technology, only to get sucked/forced into upgrading every couple of months or years. I would boycott upgrades on principle if the updates in question didn’t render my previous version completely useless (don’t you hate that?!) But I digress. I’m actually writing this post because, for the first time, I want to celebrate technology. I have finally found a practical application for this thing called “texting”.

I’ve never been a big texter. Sure, its convenient if you want to ask someone a question, and need a quick response. But I cannot stand it when people try to initiate full on conversations with me via text message. Seriously, if you have time to type everything that happened with so and so last night, you can call and leave a message. But whoever thought of the idea to collect DONATIONS via text message was a genius. In 30 seconds, from the comfort of my own chair, I was able to send a text and donate money to the relief efforts in Haiti, charged automatically to next month’s cell phone bill. SO easy. And the most genius thing about it is that donating $10 is not a big deal for the average person (especially the average person with a cell phone). But several million people donating $10 sure adds up fast. Records are being broken the money is piling up so fast. So much props to relief organizers for harnessing the power of mass communication, the phone companies for facilitating the transfers of funds, and the folks who took the time out of their busy days to practice a random act of kindness.

All this buzz got me thinking, why can’t we utilize this technology to raise money for other causes. When Barack Obama was in pursuit of the presidency, he also raised millions of dollars through virtual and viral fundraising campaigns. People are willing to dig into their pocketbooks for a worthy cause–they’re proving it over and over again. So why can’t we set up fundraising campaigns for education, or saving state parks, or the other social services that are being cut as budgets are slashed? Maybe if people had more confidence that their money was being used for the purposes intended, they’d be more generous, more often. Just a thought.

We all need to take responsibility for rebuilding our world, and every little bit helps. If you haven’t already done so, please consider jumping on this bandwagon.

TO DONATE:
Haiti Text-To-Give Numbers, via Gigaom and Mobile Giving Insider
β€’Text HAITI to 90999 to donate $10 to the American Red Cross
β€’Text HAITI to 25383 to donate $5 to International Rescue Committee
β€’Text HAITI to 45678 to donate $5 to the Salvation Army in Canada
β€’Text HAITI to 20222 to donate $10 through the Clinton Foundation
β€’Text HAITI to 864833 to donate $5 to The United Way
β€’Text CERF to 90999 to donate $5 to The United Nations Foundation
β€’Text DISASTER to 90999 to donate $10 to Compassion International

God Bless.

Please Help Haiti

On January 12th, a devastating earthquake rocked the island of Haiti, and the people are going to need a lot of help to recover and rebuild. If you are in a position to do so, please donate to relief efforts. I strongly believe that if our world is going to survive, we have to reconnect with our humanity and learn how to take care of each other (as opposed to destroying each other). Every little bit helps, even if all you can manage is a prayer.

This article on the Huffington Post contains a lot of information on how you can help.

My thoughts and prayers are with the Haitian people, and anyone else with a connection to the region. The level of suffering is just heartbreaking.

Looking Forward to 2010

Well, it is the first new moon of the new year and time to lay out my goals for 2010. Some of you might think I’m a little late for New Year’s resolutions, but I’m actually right on time. December 31st was a Lunar Eclipse, which in astrogical circles, signifies endings. The window of opportunity for new beginnings and initiations occurs on the New Moon. For those of you that are believers, right now is the best time of the year to voice your deepest wishes and aspirations. You’ve got powerful energy at your disposal, and nothing but fertile ground.

The New Moon on January 15th is even more powerful than normal because it is a Solar Eclipse. In Capricorn. I’ve written quite a bit about Eclipses before, so I will refer you there for more on what to expect when an Eclipse comes your way. I want to focus now on my own personal meditations for 2010, and the things I want to bring to fruition in the coming year. Every thing that you will ever accomplish starts as a thought. A desire. A want. The first step to making your dreams come true is really as simple as making a wish…

With that in mind, here is a snapshot of my much meditated upon resolutions for 2010 πŸ™‚

— The successful launch of my Publishing Company (more on that later!)
— Seeing my book in print and published in 2010
— Prosperity and Abundance (for the good of everyone involved)
— Making tangible steps towards the acquisition of my dream house
— Continued job security and the bolstering of my professional reputation
— An active travel schedule to uncharted territory, as well as re-visits to some of my favorite places
— Practicing sustainable living and reducing my carbon footprint
— Maintaining my ideal weight so that I can remain healthy and fertile πŸ™‚
— The deepening of love, devotion, and commitment between me and my better half
— Utilizing the Law of Attraction to call in only what I want, with positive thinking and clarity of intention

2009 was a hard year for a lot of people… for our world. Shoot, 2010 has certainly started out on the intense side. All around us is chaos and war and things falling apart. But I am convinced that even in the darkest hours, there is a moment, after the smoke has cleared, when we are presented with an opportunity to build anew. If you have suffered loss, believe in the possibility that the loss occurred to make room for something better, even if you can’t see it now. Sometimes all we can do is walk on faith. And when the tide turns (and believe it will), be ready. Know what you want. Have an idea of how to get there. And with any luck, the stars will align in your favor πŸ™‚

2009 Retrospective

With an early January birthday, I’ve found that I tend to do my New Year’s resolutions on my birthday. January 5, 2010 marks the start of my 34th year, and I decided to take some time on my birthday eve to reflect on 2009. In addition to it being a suitable retrograde activity (FYI-Mercury is Retrograde from Dec 26-Jan 16), taking stock of recent changes really helps me clarify the next steps in any particular journey. Seeing how far I have come also provides inspiration, as forward momentum perpetuates itself. I encourage everyone to take some time out for quiet reflection. Even in the darkest of times there is a lesson to be learned.

2009 was a year of massive shifts-globally, locally, and personally. Some changes inspired hope; some inspired fear. But in various ways, the old crumbled to make way for something new. That’s the surprising up side of loss and destruction-it really does clear the slate for something new to be born in its place.

Miraculously, most of the change I encountered in 2009 was positive in nature, and I give thanks for my blessings every day. In an economy that continues to contract, I was able to secure an awesome new job at the University–right before the hiring freeze went into effect. Not only was the move a significant promotion, but I really, truly love my work. It’s interesting, challenging, and my co-workers rock. Considering the amount of time we spend at our day jobs, I know this kind of job satisfaction is priceless. I give thanks every day.

The other major change on the Steph front is the change in my living situation. After over a decade of living alone (and loving it), I traded in my single girl lifestyle for domestic bliss. In August 2009, after three years of long-distance love, James retired from the Navy and relocated to Santa Cruz. It doesn’t get much more major than that peoples πŸ™‚ To celebrate his retirement, we embarked on an epic, three-week Retirement Road Trip, before returning to Santa Cruz to merge our lives, belongings, and futures. The transition wasn’t without its bumpy moments, but now that I’m on the other side of it, I can honestly say that my life has changed for the better. James is an awesome partner and with him on my team, it really does feel like the sky’s the limit…

As we settled into our new routine, I turned my focus back to my writing career, which had been on the backburner most of the year due to all the transition-related chaos. After much soul-searching and research, in November I made the decision to go ahead and self-publish When Love Isn’t Enough in early 2010. Invigorated, I dove head first into the process, doing one final revision on the manuscript, shooting the image for the cover, hiring a designer. Then I was approached by my good friend and Kindred, Omar, with a proposition — what did I think about joining forces with James and himself to start our own publishing company? Hmmmm, you know what, that sounds like a GREAT idea!

So that’s where I find myself at the start of 2010–gainfully employed, madly in love, and on the verge of starting a business with two of my favorite people in the world πŸ™‚ These are exciting times, and I can’t WAIT to see what 2010 has on tap. I have a feeling it is going to be quite a ride…

I'm Baaaack!

Hello there loyal readers πŸ™‚ I can’t believe how many of you still check this blog regularly, even though I haven’t updated in over a year. Well I’ve got great news for you… I’m baaaack!

After reflecting on the past year, and reading my last post from January 2009, I can’t help but recall Barack’s mantra when he was on the campaign trail — “Change is coming to America.” Well CHANGE certainly showed up in major ways in my life, and anyone who has gone through a significant life transition knows how time-consuming that can be. πŸ™‚ I started a new job in January 2009, that has taken my career on a totally unexpected, but wonderful, arc. I’ve shacked up with my beau, and am enjoying my first adult relationship while discovering the joys of domesticity and cohabitation. My nearest and dearest are procreating, and I’m getting ready to join them. πŸ˜‰ And I am on the verge of making MAJOR moves in regards to my writing career (stay tuned!). Yes, these definitely have been exciting, transformational times.

Now that the proverbial dust has settled, I’m ready to return to my hobbies and joys, and writing is definitely one of my greatest joys. In addition to reviving this blog, I’m happy to announce that WHEN LOVE ISN’T ENOUGH will soon be available for purchase! Definitely more on that later. πŸ˜‰

Well, I’m excited about my return to the blogosphere. As Jay-Z would say, I’ve got Big Things Poppin’. Stay Tuned!

I’m Baaaack!

Hello there loyal readers πŸ™‚ I can’t believe how many of you still check this blog regularly, even though I haven’t updated in over a year. Well I’ve got great news for you… I’m baaaack!

After reflecting on the past year, and reading my last post from January 2009, I can’t help but recall Barack’s mantra when he was on the campaign trail — “Change is coming to America.” Well CHANGE certainly showed up in major ways in my life, and anyone who has gone through a significant life transition knows how time-consuming that can be. πŸ™‚ I started a new job in January 2009, that has taken my career on a totally unexpected, but wonderful, arc. I’ve shacked up with my beau, and am enjoying my first adult relationship while discovering the joys of domesticity and cohabitation. My nearest and dearest are procreating, and I’m getting ready to join them. πŸ˜‰ And I am on the verge of making MAJOR moves in regards to my writing career (stay tuned!). Yes, these definitely have been exciting, transformational times.

Now that the proverbial dust has settled, I’m ready to return to my hobbies and joys, and writing is definitely one of my greatest joys. In addition to reviving this blog, I’m happy to announce that WHEN LOVE ISN’T ENOUGH will soon be available for purchase! Definitely more on that later. πŸ˜‰

Well, I’m excited about my return to the blogosphere. As Jay-Z would say, I’ve got Big Things Poppin’. Stay Tuned!

Author. Editor. Entrepreneur.